"You cannot be pitiful and powerful at the same time"
This is a true statement.
Because I have experienced it and because I now see that self pity can create a chasm in a life where days, reputation, children, work, friends etc can be lost, I have become very aware of the symptoms. What can start as just a "vacation of the flesh" can soon become a hole in a life that allows the enemy access to "kill, steal and destroy".
Again You cannot be pitiful and powerful at the same time.
So dear friend, I beg you, if this is a place that you visit often, come before the Father, ask for His forgiveness, and dedicate yourself in the purposes of God, determining to expose the enemy and his tactics. Pray that the Power of the Holy Spirit will fill your life and that you will be back focused on the ONE who can turn your circumstances around, giving you a hope and a future.
He loves you so!
Blessings