Thursday, March 5, 2020

The couch

" befriend your problems,.... you can even give persistent problems nicknames, helping you to approach them with familiarity rather than dread" Jesus Calling

This made me smile as the memory of a coach surfaced.
When removing a ratty old couch from the house I asked my boys to put it by the side of the road, in case someone wanted it.....you never know!

I began trying to make a plan to get it to the landfill. Call after call, person after person......
 dead end......FOR WEEKS!!
My couch continue  to set by the road, rain, sleet, and sunshine.
I massaged my ego, not to take it personally.

I would drive in or out of the driveway and say,
"Nice couch Lord!! Maybe I should put a tea cup on it with a sign to Come in and rest!"
"Hey Lord I see you still have that couch! And I would always end with..."I'm trusting You Husband of mine..to take care of this.

The couch was now water logged and it would need effort to move it

One late fall day while putting the gardens to bed, Kendall and Euni were stacking wood when Kendall ran to me and said "mom, you want that couch gone right? (I guess she'd forgotten and it had become just a part of our scenery!) 

She ran back to where she had come from and then a few minutes later came to tell me she had "entertained angels!"

Mom, two gorgeous preppy young men in a brand new van drove by and waved, but up the street they stopped and backed up
He rolled down his window and asked "are you getting rid of this couch?"
After the affirmative reply the two
Got out of the van
Flipped it like a feather into their van 
Waved and drove away
"Mom I think they were angels!"
Who would ever want that couch?

I smiled
My husband is so wonderful...sometimes it seems to take Him a while but His ways are so much better than mine

Thank You Lord for sending Your Men❤️❤️❤️

MISS~UNDERSTOOD

Last night I had a disturbing dream. 
 I found myself 
in situation after situation 
where "Things" were being "held against me" 
and I Felt I Had done nothing wrong.

In one scene
 I was at a retreat with women
 and everywhere I went I was "overlooked"
 even my mom could not see my distress. 
I had sat in a group of people 
where I confronted some relatives about words 
they had spoken about me 
while I was caring for mom. 
 In every situation... 
 I could not be HEARD 
 I was distraught and SO frustrated! 

 When I awoke 
I tried to pray about it 
as I muddled through the feelings left behind 
 "But I did nothing wrong! 
 "Why is this all happening to me?
 Jesus what are You trying to say? 
 Immediately I saw Him before Pilate 
The PERFECT ONE 
RIGHTEOUS...NO SIN..
PURE 
all evil was being hurled at Him 
from every side 
Yet He remained silent. 
He had nothing to prove or gain 
by trying to protect His reputation. 

Father You sent Your Son 
to bear a punishment 
for something He didn't do . 
He took our place without screaming or whining 
about His rights. 
In Hebrews it's said that He laid them down 
taking on a form of a servant

I too am not my own
Ive been bought with a Price

Father who do I have to impress?
Who do I answer to in the end?
Help me Lord....
I once again give this issue of "my rights" 
to YOU
You alone are mighty to save!

Monday, March 2, 2020

The Splinter

The Splinter


A few weeks ago while filling the wood stove, 
I got a Splinter in the palm of my hand 
right under my right index finger.  
OUCH DID THAT HURT!!

I couldn't see anything but a small speck 
 after I detached my hand from the log.  
Soon my finger swelled,
 the area became red and was very sore. 
I started to get concerned. I could not use my hand at all!
 I'm not one to rush to the Drs 
and after praying numerous times, 
showing a friend, calling another,
 I decided to soak my hand in warm Epsom salts and see what would happen.

My hand remained swollen for almost a week
I continued to soak. And prode. And "favor" it.
One day as I was pushing around the area
 a Large Piece of wood "popped"out of the wound. 
WOW! It looked huge!**
Yet
The wound continued to fester

I continued my regime of favor, probe, and disinfectant 
And even though the area seemed decidedly better, 
My hand was still very sensitive and I had to be gentle even when applying lotion to my dry hands

I COULDN'T SEE ANYTHING!
Why did it still hurt??
2 full weeks into this
 I was driving to an errand when I pushed gently on the spot
 (it was very hard to leave it alone)
Immediately I saw out of the corner of my eye (I was driving) something literally "fly" out of the spot!
I knew IMMEDIATELY it was another Splinter and I also knew it was the last
Seeminginly immediatlely
My hand felt different
The infection stopped building
The sore grew smaller and smaller
It did not hurt to the touch!!

I have had many "splinters" in my life
In the natural the norm is that they will cause infection to build that will eventually "erupt" pushing the Splinter out.....
So interesting.
I've seen it in the natural and I've seen it in the Spiritual
Many people are carrying splinters
They are infected, touchy and often out of sorts as they try to protect the area

Pray for them
Give them time
Ask the Lord to allow the infection to erupt
That the wound could be healed.
Be available and sensitive...carry the Balm of His Healing
And be there....

It's time to stop being so self absorbed that we are blind to the world around us
We are His Hands
We are His feet

https://youtu.be/y0WtTvXamKQ

ps. another observation I made was when the first splinter erupted it was Huge!  After being out of my flesh ,in a very short while, it shrunk down to size.  The infection amplified its size and blew it out of proportion.  chew on that thought for a while.


Thursday, February 20, 2020

Vacations



Vacations..

Did you know 
that Christians should not take vacations
 or naps for that matter?

There is no place in the Christian life
 for Carnal Cruises or cat naps!!

Have you ever thought 
"I just need a break...
not for very long...
a few weeks off won't hurt...
No ones Perfect!"

What would it be like if God thought that!!
We would all be in serious trouble!

I will repeat it again
we can not afford to take a carnal cruise or a cat nap!
Too much is happening 
in and around us 
to let our guard down

1 Peter 5:8
"STAY ALERT! 
WATCH OUT
 for your great enemy, the devil. 
 He prowls around like a roaring lion 
looking for whom he can devour"

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Her Husband

Her Husband

My single friend excitedly told me 
about all the options and opportunities that were beginning to open to her 
as she considered leaving her tenured job of many years. 
She was beginning to test the waters 
and do some looking.

She was feeling a little overwhelmed as this new task was added to an all ready very busy season as teacher. 

'There's this and this, 
a phone call, a meeting, an offer etc etc." she shared.

Immediately I saw a picture.   

She was sitting  at the breakfast table 
with her Husband,  
telling Him all about the many things that were swirling around in her mind.  

I saw Him sitting back in His chair 
in rapt attention 
as He intently listened to her every word.

"Honey", He said,  "Go and enjoy your day today. 
While you're gone I'm going to take some time 
to look carefully at each of these offers 
and suggestions and make a few call etc.  
Leave it all to Me!  
You know I have Connections!  
When you return 
and are rested 
we will chat about each one and I will give you My thoughts and guidance on each and every detail!"

He shooed her along as her "but but but's" faded away.

What a GOOD HUSBAND we have!!!
Is it possible?!
Does Someone really look out for us like that ?
Does Someone really care that much?
Is He really willing to get involved in the muck and mire of daily living?
Does it really matter to Him?

YES IT DOES

https://youtu.be/CqybaIesbuA

and yes HE DOES 


Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Wait for the end of the story!

My Story



While sharing with a friend today she shared how others had told her she should write her story.

I recalled the story of Cinderella  
 She was in a safe beautiful family
Her mom died and eventually her dad remarried
A step mother and 2 step sisters moved in on the scene
Immediately her life changed
drastically
She became a slave, her carefree life and all the freedoms she had known were now over. 

At any time during these years 
her story could have been written 
but yet today we know it would not have been the whole story......we would have "held" her in the chapter where we last saw her.

Cinderella obediently went about her business, 
preparing her family for the ball, 
bearing her own disappointment of broken dreams and sitting in the cold ashes.

A knock at the door
a fairy god mother
some mice, a few pumpkins and some "magic"
a Prince Charming that would not be satisfied with lesser "things" and an ill fitting shoe

brings us to the 
rest of the story
where they lived happily ever after!

What we miss by writing our story before He's finished!
Wait on the Lord...
Don't lean on our own understanding,
but let Him keep writing your story
Don't Be afraid
He has the VERY BEST ENDING in store for those that follow Him!

Halleluhia!



The Train Ride

The Train Ride


As I listened to a dear sister talk today 
I had a picture of her being on a long train ride.

It seemed she did not know when she got on the train
 and her trip seemed to have taken on a life of its own.
She kind of had forgotten where she was going
 and that she even had a destination.   
Each day ran into the next with the mundanity of broken hope and nothing new.

Today it seemed as she stared out the same old window on the same old car a sign caught her attention.

A SIGN
    A SIGN??
 A SIGN!

HEAVEN BOUND...
  
What a relief....
she had been riding so long, 
so many broken dreams and crazy life happenings had caused her to doubt and wonder if she was even on the right course

But Today...
She saw a sign
that reminded her
she was on the right train,
That her conductor was Jesus and that He was taking her the route she had to travel.

All is peaceful now that she has seen the sign.  Relief and peace has washed over her

Jesus is a Very Present Help in times of trouble.   
Keep watching ... 

Praise His Name