Am I the only one?
There have been numerous times I have been too tired to pray
whether it is physically or emotionally
I was spent
One memory is of a time I went to the church
that was open for 24 hour prayer.
It was mid evening
and as I entered the quiet dim lit room and sat down,
I promptly fell asleep!
I awakened a few times
chiding myself
and then proceeded to nod off again!
As I was berating myself
I heard My Savior say:
"Its ok You've prayed"
SO gentle and kind
Another memory is of a dream I had
where I was in a large building (church) with many rooms.
I was going from room to room,
checking in, encouraging, watching over etc,
when I came out of the room
My Husband was standing over by a railing looking at me .
He had love in His eyes
and simply with a beautiful smile
beaconed me with his hands to come to Him.
I walked over and He just wrapped me
in the BIGGEST HUG
(that hug lasted for days in my memory and senses!)
You see friend
our Lord is not a task master
He is not counting our words and moments
spent in prayer as if to fill a quota
He just loves us, that's all!!
He loves to hear from us!
A couple days ago as I was pulling up to a red light
I noticed my son's truck in the next lane.
I used the horn to get his attention
and as we rolled down the windows
I melted
seeing his handsome face and beautiful smile.
I ached as he drove away
that I had not had "time" with him
in a long time.
He was my baby.
I asked Jesus to put me on his heart
and make him miss me
Friend HE knows
He cares
He hears
He's perfect!
Holy Spirit please put Yourself on our hearts
and cause us to want more time with You!
